Moving On!

In the glorified view that I had of myself till a few months back, I thought that it is some great inner strength, some extraordinary talent that I have, which makes me go on, keep pushing, never say die! But during these few months, I've come to realize that it is something else.....nowhere as glorious or great..... it's the fire that burns within, the fire to compete, the fear of failure, the anguish of deceptions received, the phobia of being left behind, the emptiness of not having an anchor in the troubled seas of life.......it is because if all these that I never stop...!!!!